Just a quick update.
Just realized I haven’t updated my blog in over a month, but honestly not much has happened since then. After finally getting home from family-hell-vacation I have managed to flood my bedroom floors with all my stuff which has not been removed since the week I got back due to laziness. In addition to this I have enrolled into community collage in a different city and have yet to sell my previously bought apartment in Orlando nor have I found a new one to rent in Gainsville so it’s been quite stressful. On top of everything else all my friends are in the process of going off to collage and after tommorow they will all have gone which is very sad for me since I am so close to them all and spend most of my time with them. Without them I can really only see loneliness in my future and my crazy brain leading me to too many thoughts about similar subjects. But new ideas have very recently been put into my head widening my options of things I might find myself doing in the future. In the meantime though (meaning the days before starting collage in October) I would really just like to reconnect with previous relationships, have fun, and tie my head around a few ideas to finally have some inspiration back in me. The only other thing I’m excited for and dissapointed for is my 18th birthday next week, as I said all my classmates are gone and my remaining friends have already started school leaving me completely alone on my birthday…and I do mean alone as all of my family members are out of town or in school as well. So apart from it being turning 18 it basically just sucks. Sorry for being so pessamistic in this blog as I usually leave these things in another blog of mine, but it’s three in the morning and frankly I don’t give a damn.
-Chelsea Sioux.
